To Turn the Pages

Five Minute Friday

To turn its pages, to read its words, to know they contain pure truth that can change me, draw me close to the One who exists outside of limitations, of time, or gravity, of space, and failures, who exists outside of all this I am limited by and gives meaning to my being. He goes beyond it all and I am His. And this, my connection to the thoughts of His heart, His words to reach my soul, and yet I do what I do? I see the indifference in my heart that is spoken foul in His Word, and do anything to avoid admitting fault. I make compromise between my ideas and the authority of the Word He so carefully gifted. And in doing so, I’ve thrown His precious gift on the floor to stomp it under foot because I’ve not just made compromise with the authority of these pages, I’ve said no to their power, no to the power of the Word, the One who’s cross I stand at the foot of, where my being lives in the flow of grace.       

This is my Word: Pepper Choplin

Paraphrasing Isaiah 55:10-12

As the snow falls from heaven,
As it comes in swirling showers from the sky, So is my Word.
As the rains bring the water to the earth that is thirsty and dry,
So is my Word.
And the Word of my mouth, it shall not return empty:
It will bless the earth wherever it is heard.
This is my Word.
As the rain brings renewal
And the tender buds begin to come alive,
So is my Word.
Giving seed to the sower,
And the bread to the hungry ‘til
they thrive, So is my Word.
And the Word of my mouth, it shall not
return empty;
It will bless the earth wherever it is heard.
This is my Word.
O Lord, when I am weary,
When I fell the days I’m living are in vain,
My God, help me be faithful to the Word You have given to proclaim.
Proclaim the Word, and you will go out in joy,
And be led forth in peace,
And the hills will break before you into song.
So be faithful, brave and true,
For I will go before you,
And when your earthly journey here is done.
I’ll say well done, well done!
As the snow falls from heaven,
And the rain comes in showers from the sky,
This is my Word.

 

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Uncertainty and the Call of Grace

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Leaving with uncertainty, uncertainty that can hurt. Simply not having something real and true to hold onto can leave so much room for fear. And I give into fear and am reminded that I am a mess who renounced the secure hope He offers for my feeble fears, turned my back on Him to entertain my worries. And He reminds me that I stand before Him again though all unworthy, I’m made worthy. He already bore the temptation of fears just like this, and performed the righteousness that I needed to go on my record for this time. He’s already destroyed the dominion of these fears, and simply because of knowing this, His grace and mercy in this, how is it possible for me to choose fear if I abide in the knowledge that a God of such Love has called me to live in such great grace. 

Therefore he had to be made like his brothers in every respect, so that he might become a merciful and faithful high priest in the service of God, to make propitiation for the sins of the people.For because he himself has suffered when tempted, he is able to help those who are being tempted. – Hebrews 2:17-18

How can we who died to sin still live in it? Do you not know that all of us who have been baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? We were buried therefore with him by baptism into death, in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, we too might walk in newness of life. – Romans 6:2-4

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My girlie – Not too excited about halloween… She’s still a cutie though. :)

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The Dare to Expose and Embrace the Sinner (even when it hurts)

Five-Minute Friday…

I’ve come across it so many times this week… concerning my walk with God… concerning my parenting…

“Before we can embrace grace, we have to embrace sin.Not celebrate it or wallow in it, just own up to it – so we can accept the forgiveness we desperately need.” – Liz Curtis Higgs

Embrace sin… such a shocking statement, and maybe embrace isn’t exactly the word, yet it gives a good feel for what He seems to be daring me to do when I come across these verses and quotes again and again. 

“Now the law came in to increase the trespass, but where sin increased, grace abounded all the more, so that, as sin reigned in death, grace also might reign through righteousness leading to eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.” – Rm. 5:20-21

Law = increased sin. 

Increased sin = abounding grace. 

And, of course, my sin is not something to celebrate or even to dwell in pity over. It’s something to rebuke, to put off, to turn from in pursuit of God. But, I think He’s telling me that there’s more to it than that. Perhaps I should look the other way in a sense. Because where sin increased, grace abounded. He’s daring me to learn how to embrace the fact that I’m a sinner in need of Him without lessening the battle against the sin.

And not just in my walk with Him. I have to embrace the sinner in all…

“Parents sometimes give children a keepable standard… This non-biblical counsel drives children away from the cross. It doesn’t take grace from God to [keep this standard]… When you fail to hold out God’s standard, you rob your children of the mercy of the gospel.” – Tedd Tripp

And how often I give my girl a keepable standard.

Living in grace involves embracing not only the sinner in me, but embracing the sinner in those around me. I have to be willing to hold truth high enough that it exposes the people around me, especially my daughter as a sinner in need of God’s grace, even when it hurts. I’m taking the dare to learn how to live that out.

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As Long As He Lives

Been thinking a lot about the five-minute Friday post this week. Here it is. :)

Word prompt: long

As long as my flesh lived I was bound, bound to that which stirred up my passion. I grew the fruit of death. I was slave to law, slave to death. All my love was given to the evil one, and I was unlikeable in every part of my being, disapproved in every way. As long as my flesh lived…

But the Son, the Son took this torn and soiled flesh that I bore and cloaked Himself in it to enter the Father’s presence. The destiny I had been doomed with became the Son’s. Instead of walking into the presence of the One I’ve always wanted the Love of, in complete shame, being disapproved in every nook and cranny of my being, not having anything likable in my own self, my flesh was humbly taken by the Son and my wicked passions earned the shame He bore instead. There before the Father, his head hung low, because cloaked in my flesh, it was as good as fact that the Son had given His Love away to the evil one.

You walked into His presence with everything unlikeable in me and endured the death in your body of my own flesh. You faced death and I was rid of everything unlikeable, but without anything likable. No longer unworthy, I was still not worthy. But then You arose, and in Your new life, You brought with You what would also be mine – the life You had earned with every second of Your life on earth. You earned all worth before the Father and brought from the grave that worth for me. You cover me with Your life and the Father sees me likable in every way. I will dance before you and boldly let you see my every part because you find favor in it all. As long as the Son lives, new life is mine. I praise You for I am made worthy, because You are worthy.

As long as He lives…   

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BLESSINGS: baby fussies and a sister who makes them look beautiful

I’ve had this post on my mind for over two weeks now.  It was a Monday. I was trying to get lunch cooked. Amayah was fussy, more fussy than usual. It seems like Mondays just happen that way for whatever reason. Like I often do I was blaming myself. Amayah seemed to be fussier at home around me than she was around anyone else. I felt like I was failing at motherhood. My sweet sister-in-law took Amayah to play in the yard so I could cook in peace. I cried over whatever it was I was cooking. I plated the food and Elisa, Amayah and I all sat down to lunch and Elisa poured sweet words into my soul that tore away the tough outer layer of Amayah’s tears to show me the beautiful story her fuss told. She told me how she still today pours out her troubles to her mother because she knows of all people her mother will care. She reminded me how soldiers, tough men in their last dying moments have cried for their mothers. She told me that Amayah was pouring out her complaints to me more than anyone because there was a bond between her and I that she didn’t have with anyone else, that perhaps she fussed around me more because she felt that close to me. She made her fusses look like a cry of love, a cry of, Mama, I know you care and I need to pour out my troubles to you. And we put the dishes in the sink and I changed her diaper and she cried and I strained to see beyond the surface and it did look beautiful and I gave thanks for the bond we share, though it may come even in fuss.

And tonight I laid her down for the night and she cried and threw her arms around my neck, and though, I wanted to let her know it was time for her to go to bed, I stayed there for a couple minutes to feel her cheek against mine and wipe her tears, because those tears held beauty. I’m thankful for my precious blessing that day, God using Elisa to bear the words that spoke the wonder into my ugly, and exposed the beauty in my girl’s fuss. 

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Care

Five Minute Friday post on Care :) 

Go!

She cares for her daughter. She brings her life in pain, holds her through the night, cleans the mess again. She gives her sleep, her time, her life, to see all her needs met.

She cares for her granddaughter. She spends the day on that swing. She give her the bottle, burps her again and watches her fall asleep.

She is cared for. She finds body feeble. Hands, legs that once gave all to care for the baby, now must learn a new life. They will rest and depend on the care from that baby, and be cared for, as it has been all along, by the One who carried her through each part.

The story will go on and may hold a timeless truth. Maybe that place where life starts to close holds the key to living alive. Because maybe the rest and dependence on the care of Another was the most important thing all along.

Stop. To be honest I had to get some writing inspiration from my hubby on this one. I enjoyed the write!

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New: Babies, Moments, Mercies…

My first Five-minute Friday post! The weekly gathering of so many women accepting the challenge to write a five minute blogpost on the given word of the week. How fun! 

Word prompt: new

Go!

Tears flowed, I pushed and in an instant she was in my arms. Emotions rushed, and more tears flowed for another reason. I will never remember a feeling so well. Tiny hands, tiny feet, new skin laid on mine. My heart beat so fast, I shook hard with wonder. There was new life laid here before me. I had no words, only eyes wide open to take in this moment and squeeze every drop out of it, to keep it safe and secure in my memory.

This was new. This is how new must be treasured.

How often have I had eyes half open to new, when new, as she was new, is everywhere. This day, this moment is new because His mercies are laid before me new.

Heart beat hard in wonder, eyes be filled with awe at the present, because as her life there was new, His mercies now are new for my unworthy moments to each be made worthy.   

Stop.

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Pursue Love

“Pursue Love…” – 1 Cor. 14:1

People are valuable. I am learning so slowly – Love. It is not something that comes by itself. Love does not come naturally. Love is a pursuit. Pursue Love. If I am going to Love my God, if I am going to Love my husband, my daughter, my family, Love those who I am one with in this, the body of Christ, Love a world of people who are starved close to death for want of the Savior… If I am going to Love them, how am I pursuing this Love? How, in fact, do you pursue Love? You pursue God because He is Love. You abide in Him, in His Spirit, and the Love-fruit of the Spirit will be borne in you. You depend on God. You ask diligently for His Love to live in you. And a few months ago I would have stopped there because I’ve tried before to put Love on my tree by acting Loving, but was Love really there in that or was I going after a reputation? I had ceased trying to put Love on my tree, and began a striving to rest in the One who is Love. Love cannot exist in truth without resting in the One Source of Love. Resting, depending on Him is essential. But this is what He is slowly working on my heart to grasp. Dependence and discipline are not enemies. They go hand and hand. I am commanded to abide, depend and rest and I am commanded to “Put on love…” (Col 3:14) The Holy Spirit does not do Love for me. He gives grace that enables the fruit of Love to be put on my life. I am the one commanded to put on Love. I am the one commanded to pursue Love, though I can do it only in His energy, only because He gives me that desire. When Paul spoke of the way he pursued his service for God he explained his dependence and striving effort saying, “For this I toil, struggling with all his energy that he powerfully works within me.” I believe Love is to be pursued this same way. If I depend on Him, I will toil forward in all of Christ’s energy to pursue Love. I will depend on His Love to shine through me and toil with every ounce of grace I’ve been given to put it on, not for the way I look, but for the sake of the Love He’s shown me. I’ve been greatly pursued. As I realize that fact, what can I do, what would I want to do, but give Him thanks with a life that greatly pursues, too?         

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Blessings: Showers, Sinks, Washers and a Husband Who Can Fix Them

Last Wednesday was one of those days when God used what looked like a disastrous situation to bless us so much. We had been living in the house for two weeks and an odor had started coming from the bathroom and as my Nano said – it’s not what you think it is. He suited up and proceeded with the excitement of someone who was about to embark on a wonderful adventure to crawl into that little nasty hole, literally covered in spider eggs, to explore the tiny crawl space under the house. Crawling on elbows and toes he inspected the pipes under the house to find multiple places where pipes were completely rusted through and water had been gushing under the house along with some other issues that I don’t completely understand. He came back out of that hole to give us the news that the kitchen sink, the shower and the washing machine were not in working order and the heads up that there was a possibility that our living situation could change soon. Long story short, after only a couple of days without a shower, or running water in the kitchen God perfectly and abundantly provided the means for getting the house in working order again. Nano was able to fix all of the utilities with the same excitement as He began with even though he had to push dead animals out of his way and dig a hole while lying on his belly – situations that he used to give us a good laugh. And all the while, inside the house above him, I was facing my own not nearly as difficult situations with so much discontentment. God used his attitude to work on my heart. Feeling so blessed to have working utilities and a husband who had such a sweet spirit about the whole thing. My Nano is a blessing. My God is gracious and good.            

My prayer is that you find God's grace pouring through your insecure moments. In this audio series, you'll receive a few quiet minutes of encouragement each month free in your email inbox. I hope it helps you find sweet gifts inside the feelings.